Owen: I'm trying to understand you.
Christina: You've been trying to screw me into submission.
Owen: I was not.
Christina: You were trying to screw me into submission and I let you bcz the sex was so good and your ego is hurt.
Owen: I am trying. I'm trying to understand you. I'm trying to know you. I'm trying to love you and I don't know how. I don't know how coz you don't give me anything. I'm trying to love you. I don't know you. I don't know you coz you don’t give me anything.
Christina: I give you everything.
Owen: Burke. Preston Burke. You were engaged it was almost a wedding. Why didn't that happen?
Christina: No. No. We're not doing this.
Owen: See. You give me nothing. Maybe I was trying to screw you into submission. Maybe I was trying to connect. I'll try anything. I'll try anything but you have to give me something back.
Christina: Well Burke is irrelevant.
Owen: Like I'll be in 3 years time.
Christina: That's not fair.
Owen: I'm trying to love you. Why won't you let me?
Cristina: Burke was..... He took something from me. He took little pieces of me, little pieces over time, so small I didn't even notice, you know? He wanted me to be something I wasn't, and I made myself into what he wanted. One day I was me Cristina Yang, and then suddenly I was lying for him, and jeopardizing my career, and agreeing to be married and wearing a ring, and being a bride. Until I was standing there in a wedding dress with no eyebrows, and I wasn't Cristina Yang anymore. And even then, I would've married him. I would have. I lost myself for a long time. And now that I'm finally me again, I can't. I love you. I love you more than I loved Burke. I love you. And that scares the crap out of me because when you asked me to ignore Teddy's page, you took a piece of me, and I let you. And that will never happen again.
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